David is explaining how my spirit isn’t available because it is linked to physical me. The more they have to perform D’s crimes for her, the more it eats away at their souls and their souls are connected to mine. What happens to 1 happens to all. When they all have to emotionally destroy me at the order of the mafia, they are harming me and themselves. This is the nature of the endless torture D inflicts on us. We do believe she is Lucifer incarnate, except she’s so dumb.
It’s sounds like we’re being insulting and I am well aware of the fact that it doesn’t make me sound smart to say she’s dumb but 1 after the other I am told, this D person is quite dumb yet she thinks she is so amazing because she can sing and play piano and appear the opposite of what she is in reality.
We do the hero’s journey and if it leaves us an empty miserable shell then at least it wasn’t boring.
“D’s torture program against Tanster is much worse on us because we have to inflict pain on someone we love so dearly. She tunes it out and just leaves this world with nothing but bitterness at having been so mistreated when all she ever did was try to help people.”
David’s natal chart reflects a warrior on a difficult mission. He is very kind and caring and we clearly share feelings.