I appreciate you both enormously!
. . .
This is so true in the lyrics to Wrecking Ball:
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
. . .
I was certain the game was rigged against me by the time I started this project 9/2014. I was also certain that the malefactors against me were not going to just let me run around putting art up all over the ridiculously controlled Hamptons (but I already felt trapped and my health was poor).
Now the seeing the breadth and scope of how my life was shut down and the lengths to which hidden hands have gone to keep me apart from my twin flame . . . It’s hard to endure knowing the malice under which we are living. We were BOTH subjected to teams pushing love fraud on us. It truly is unbelievable how this group operates and it really does confound comprehension.
This terrible knowledge needed to surface.
I feel very much as if I have been MK-Ultra’d and I have to figure out how to recover from the cult brainwashing I got from a cult that does not “officially exist”.
Wrecking Ball lyrics
Miley Cyrus
We clawed, we chained our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazin' fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you in
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you in
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazin' fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
. . .
I Will Always Love You lyrics
Dolly Parton
If I, should stay
I would only, be in, your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you, every step of, the way
And I, will always, love you
I will always, love you
You, my darling you
Bitter sweet, memories
That is all, I'm taking, with me
So goodbye, please, don't cry
We both know, I'm not what you, you need
And I, will always, love you
I, will always love you, you
I hope, life, treats you kind
And I hope, you have all you've, dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love
And I, will always, love you
I will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I will always, love you
I, I will always love you, you
Darling, I love you
Ooh, I'll always
I'll always, love you...
