The album Look Now is not “easy listening” for me. I’m treated as “invisible to the establishment” to such a degree that even sometimes I believe it. The first time I realized this musician even knows I exist was when I tried checking out this album, Look Now, for the first time.
I made such a fool of myself chasing after this incredible musician for a prolonged amount of time that I finally gave up a long time ago thinking he could ever even see me. One night, I had just wanted to shake his hand and I watched him bolt out of a BMW and blow past me. I did end up bitter about it. Before I even started this project in 2014, I was pretty sour about all of the negative experiences I had pertaining to this embarrassing obsession. There were quite a few.
I did what I did because I’m sick of all the lying but I am genuinely sorry for all of the pain I have caused. Hopefully we can move forward a bit more honestly and with more understanding.
I was absolutely NOT AWARE of who I was messing with. I’m utterly shocked at how all of this is playing out.