Anyone who made it this far, thank you. This has been bordering on very self indulgent but I thought it was worth it if we can pin down some truth about the way energy works. I still admit that the idea of Astrology sounds preposterous but we see that it really is an ancient practice that the oligarchs take very seriously as they put symbols regarding it pretty much everywhere. Even though I complain about the oligarchs, they have conquered us so they must know something we don’t.
The 12th house is that middle space between this world and the next. It’s the deep dark ocean where Neptune is in charge.
The red dot is in my 12th house. I have an intercepted Aries with Mars retrograde in it.
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What does it mean when Mars is retrograde?
What is Mars like in the 12th house?
My Mars is placed near the Ascendant.
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Mars is opposite Uranus.
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Mars is square Jupiter.
The other “planet” in my 12th house is the Moon In Pisces. The 12th house is associated with Pisces so this is a lot of Pisces.
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Let’s look at the Moon in Pisces.
The Moon is opposite Pluto.
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The Moon is square Venus.
The Moon is square Saturn.
The Moon forms part of a cardinal grand cross.
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I’m seeing the cardinal grand cross as a see saw between opposite polarities. The 12th house (spirit) vs. the 6th house (daily work). The 9th house (foreign education) vs. the 3rd house (communications).
The 12th house is a place of remoteness and spiritual pursuits. I have a lot of action and affliction there.
Conclusion: Before I started this project, I had a lot of emotional vampires who would show up wanting to feed on my energy. This has been going on for a long time. These days, I have all these creepy agents hounding me. Nothing has changed. I have wondered so very much what it is about me that beckons them.
After looking at this chart and half accepting that these really are my energies and I have only so many options, I’m thinking that this conflict between me and vampires is showing up in this chart. There really is something frustrating and martial about me. There is a reason that I identify strongly with Napoleon. People just loved or hated him and he was really so pure hearted and at the same time quite cold and ruthless.
I started remembering life from the perspective of Hortense Bonaparte when I was in Paris around 2000. I could vaguely feel my life getting pushed around in certain directions. I performed as Napoleon and as Hortense in plays. I could feel that I was channeling Napoleon. I could hear him here and there.
Through this hero’s journey, it has come to my realization that my other half is this person. I have struggled and found this not believable at all. Yet he speaks to me frequently and always feels present. This Astrological chart shows a person who is half in the spirit realm and that really is the case with me. I must vindicate Napoleon because in a sense, I am him. I’m his other half.
There’s no turning back. There’s no denying it. When the internet platforms downplay me and the mainstream ignores my work, I am so honored because that’s what they did to him. They tried to pretend he wasn’t what he was just like they are doing to me. I’m so honored to be connected to him. This work is our work. Call Napoleon what you like. Call me what you like. This is what is happening. I feel the chart supports this.