I once worked for a semifamous author who abused me until I came to believe he was attempting to turn me into a living (or not living) sacrifice.

He used to go from one Jewish center to another making middle aged women cry about the holocaust when I never heard him once on this sort of thing when he wasn’t doing a performance. Actually, when it was just me around he used to do a little Nazi act where he was the one running the concentration camp (and I was the inmate). It really made him laugh.

He was as Nordic and blue eyed as a person can get. He had a big place in the estate section. I also strongly suspect he was born a woman. His daughter, though apparently healthy at the time, just so happened to drop dead at 38. 

This video contains the words he’d use to get the people at the Jewish centers so upset. 

Who are these individuals and why are they so very successful in the field of media? I certainly learned over and over and over that success in media was not in the cards for me unless I could find out how to endure limitless amounts of abuse.

According to some very basic numerology cyphers, the words “murder” and “killing” seem to be associated with the number 38.